Without Details

I did not get out of bed until 11:30 today.

I was not up late.  I was in bed by midnight.

I slept through the night.

It was a morning when I just could not will my feet to the floor.  When I needed to just close my eyes and be still.  To move between awake prayer and sleep.

I want to be transparent here.

I want to share why I could not get out of bed.

I want to share why I am still in my pajamas now that it is 12:30.

I want to share the details of this storm.

I even have the post written.

All I have to do is click 'publish'.

But I am not ready. not. yet.

Does that make it okay for me to ask for prayers?  Prayers for peace; for understanding that there is a reason; for strength?

I have not asked, because I feel as if I owe an explanation if I am going to ask for prayers.

I am not ready.  I do not know if I will be ready.

If you are willing to pray without details, will you?

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