I did not get out of bed until 11:30 today.
I was not up late. I was in bed by midnight.
I slept through the night.
It was a morning when I just could not will my feet to the floor. When I needed to just close my eyes and be still. To move between awake prayer and sleep.
I want to be transparent here.
I want to share why I could not get out of bed.
I want to share why I am still in my pajamas now that it is 12:30.
I want to share the details of this storm.
I even have the post written.
All I have to do is click 'publish'.
But I am not ready. not. yet.
Does that make it okay for me to ask for prayers? Prayers for peace; for understanding that there is a reason; for strength?
I have not asked, because I feel as if I owe an explanation if I am going to ask for prayers.
I am not ready. I do not know if I will be ready.
If you are willing to pray without details, will you?